DaTiNG SCaN

Kitorang g dating scan masa baby age 10 weeks 1 day..

When I was there, of course la takut gile.. coz with Ilman, it was the 2nd scan that blew it all away.. haha.. paranoia..

so bile masuk je n sonographer letak USS tu, mata ak mmg terus cari heartbeat je, tak pandang dah tangan ke kaki ke.. haiyyoo.. pastu fuh lega...

Hubby kate he looked at me mcm ak tgh tgk siling je, tak tgk baby pon.. hoho.. ade ke tak tgok.. mesti la tgk.. maybe la ada terliar2 sket mata tu kot..

So measurement 10 weeks 6 days.. making the EDD 19 oct 2012.. mcm biase, baby ni mcm abang dier gak, besar tau.. suke ye korang ni makan2.. mama pn dh pening berat naek dgn hebatnye sebab skarang dh ada chef terbaek..

The next Monday, I went to the high risk clinic pulak.. again the consultant tu buat scan.. muahihihi.. mak aih, mmg beza la consultant ni buat keje.. dh le scanner dier tak la cantik gambar nye mcm sonographer punye.. pastu ak tengah terkapai2 nk tgk heartbeat, dier kate owh tgk baby dok waving2.. very photogenic, well, mmg ikut  mak dier la kannnn.. ngehehhe..

Kite ni dok sebok cari heartbeat dier dok pusing2 scanner tu.. pastu dier terus pasang doppler sound, so dgr heartbeat, tp time tu ak takut ak punye heartbeat yg dier dok detect.. pastu baru la nampak berkelip2 valve dier.. so lega.. fewwwww... mmg mendebarkan la every check up ni sebenarnye..

i hope check up kat mesia nnt tak se scary yg i imagined.. haha.. I will have one final check up here before going back home for good in May..

OpAh SaYa

Aku tgh tgk Masterchef Australia.. yang lama nye yg Adam jadi pemenang, biase la TV Ireland, lagi teruk dari TV Malaysia.. haha..

So this is like the first task for them, Childhood Memories..

Jadi ak pn ter emo same teringat masakan2 opah..

I grew up being opah's cucu.. die jaga aku dari kecik, baru lahir, sampai la ak dh habis SPM.. So obviously, everyday of my life, minus cuti sekolah, sebab cuti skolah mak ada kat umah, so opah balik kampung, mak yg masak.. OMG, don't let me start of mak's cooking.. haha..

Jadi ak nk citer pasal opah nye cooking je..

Opah kalo masak, always think of us budak2, everyday dier akan masak lauk utk budak2, n lauk utk org dewasa.. hihi..so kami dimanjakan dgn makanan kegemaran je, iaitu ayam.. sigh, now preggy, my food aversion adalah ayam, time Ilman cam tu gak, baby skarang pn tak suke ayam gak.. dh brapa minggu dh tak makan ayam ni..

Even ayam goreng celup tepung KFC opah pun sedap gile, i think pasal dier gaul pakai tangan, so air tangn tu lekat.. huhu..

okay, now nk senaraikan food yg ak ingat yg opah masak sedap

1. Bengkang roti.. org sekarang panggil puding roti uolss.. yg best nye, opah akan buat kering2 n padat2, mcm bengkang ubi tu, pastu dier pakai acuan yg ada lubang kat tengah.. klassik..

2. Mihun sup.. simple je, letak cili sos, bawang kecik, bawang putih, tapi, sampai sudah aku try masak takkan same mcm yg opah masak.. dier letak sume benda tu secukup rasa... everytime makan, rasa yg samaaa je..

3.  Ikan bawal masak kicap.. kicap dier kicap jenis pedas2, dier tumis cili boh dulu agaknye, dulu2 satu2nye ikan yg ak makan adalah bawak, tu pun specifically bahagian ekor, sebab ikan ni kulit dier tebal, so kadang2 tu isi ikan tak makan, dok makan kulit je..

4.  Ayam masak ros.. this one recipe mmg opah tulis dlm buku kecik dier.. sedap giler menangis2 makan.. huhu..

5.  Nasi goreng n meggy goreng.. dier masak ni stok yg berminyak, tapi tak muak makan, dulu pagi2 sebelum g skolah petang, mesti nk makan either dua ni dulu..

6.  Kari ayam.. I think ni je la kari yg ak rasa sedap, tp kalo masak kari sekarang, takkan sama mcm yg opah masak..

7.  Ikan masak lemak kuning.  haih, ni mmg tak sempat belajar langsung laa..

Opah kalo masak udang, mesti dier akan buang kulit, sebab, cucu dier yg manja lagi mengader ni, jgn harap la akan mengopek kulit udang nye sendiri.. jadi dier akan kopek siap2.. even org lain yakni 3 orang lagi out of 4 yg tidak bersetuju dgn appearance udang yg telah dikopek, dier akan tetap kopek gak.. sebab kakak nk makan.. hahah.. worst come to worst, die akan buat dua jenis kauu.. haa mampoo?? nk masak satu lauk sampai 2 kali pasalkan sorang budak yg gedix??

True enough after opah is gone, nobody cares about mengopek kulit udang lagi dah.. jadi nye, aku pun malas la nk makan udang, tak kira la sesedap mana pon org kate udang tu, udang butter ke hape, aku takkan amek pasal malas nk kopek, buley?? setakat ni dear hubby kadang2 rajin nk kopekkan udang utk bini nye yg queen sgt ni.. hahah..tu pun takat sekor je kot, nk kasi rase,. pastu, wassalam..

Okay, Masterchef pun dh habis, hubby oncall after 2 minggu tak oncall, heaven sgt dier dok umah 2 weekends..

mungkin pasni kalo ak rajin2 akan tulis psal food my parents cook pulak.. hehe

7th wEEk scAn

We went for our first scan of our "kacang soya" as I called it, but luckily the sonographer called it our "kidney bean".. lagi teruk, dh ler pagi tu mmg makan baked beans.. hoho..

Baby is in the right place.. thank God.. coz dunno why I feared of ectopic when I was around 5 weeks..

Mule2 baby menyorok, biase la malu2 mcm mak dier.. pastu ape lagi.. org scan tu dh bawak kuar microfon dah, nak jolok kat bawah tu.. beta dh freak out laaa...

Dier kate, another option is to come again next week, hey, i don't mind that, at least I could see my baby again next weeks.. hoho..

Pastu dier cam try lagi.. baru la baby menunjukkan badannye, n also the tiny heartbeat, which finally reassured us.. phew.. haaa.. tau pun baby takmo kasi mama dier tertrauma ek.. heheh..

There was a round thing that hubby tersalah ingatkan kepala, tp tu adalah egg yolk tempat dier dpt makanan sebelum ni.. wow.. i kind of forgot about that.. jadi baby still adalah cluster of cells.. tak nampak limbs lagi..

Next would be the dating scan at 12 weeks.. hopefully sudah nampak tangan n kaki time tu..

Most probably the would book me for a high risk clinic around 10 weeks.. n kalo dier scan lagi adalah bagus juge.. without feeling movement, i worry most of the time..

Bloating adalah sgt dasat sekarang, angin tak mo nk kuar dari atas or bawah, dok pusing2 je dlm perut.. jd kurang selera nk makan.. tp worry not mummy, I've put up 5 kilos ko skarang ni.. baguss sgt... hehe..

MiMPi LaGi

I guessed I'd have to be ready..

THeY DiFFeR

This time, lain rase dari mengandungkan Ilman dulu, rase asek cramping2 kat area uterus, n belakang, maybe coz tak jalan byk2 mcm time keje dulu,.

I'm 5 weeks 1 day today, will have a scan at 7 weeks, katenye 8 weeks, tp takper la, on the 7th of March at 810 in the morning,.

Paranoia is top of the roof.. I worry every single second.. it isn't good, but for a person who experienced bad luck before, I would say it's normal..

Tp, kun fayakun, ak harap iman ak teguh utk ape saje kemungkinan yg akan datang..

BoY oR GiRL

I am not telling until we know the gender..

TwiLiGHT BReaKiNG DaWN

Hari ni, ak nk buat review twilight.. huhu

I never missed the movie, not that i anticipated them to come out, ak tak pernah baca pun buku2 die ni, tp everytime movie keluar je, tertengok.. buley??

The 1st movie rasenye hubby simply downloaded it kot, pastu tgk kat laptop je.
The 2nd movie, tgk kat wayang kecik tempat I did my GP rotation, Longford rasenye, start part 2 nih, ak dh tak pueh hati dh, pasal Bella bodoh tu g pilih Edward pucat, padahal Jacob sasa dok bersedia raya menunggu dier sepanjang masa..

Bile 3rd movie kuar, ak rase tak payah tgk kat wayang, ngabeh duit den jo, pasal bile kuar mesti sakit hati tengok Jacob sasa ku dipersia2kan.. owh Jacob, dinda di sini ye.. huhu

And so I saw a few review dari blog2 mereka yg hantu Edward.. n of coz ternampak la plot2 cerita ini.. part of which, Bella pregnant.. (kan ak tak baca buku, mane tak tau)

So when dear hubby decided to download this movie before going back to Malaysia itu hari, ak gile2 punye tak mo tgk, sebab nnt jeles ng Bella yg pregnant,. owh, ak mmg perangai gitu, kalo tak dpt sumthing, mmg akan reject anything similar, resembles benda yg ak tak dpt tu..

Akhirnya, setelah big fat P itu hari, terus hubby kate, jom tgk twilight, sekarang dh buley tgok kan?? haha.. yo la bang, tengok laa..

Part2 yg ak tak berkenan dlm movie ini adalah, part Bella nk masuk ng bapak dier before kawen ng Edward tu, harus ke fidgetting mcm tu??? ak dulu pun cuak gak nk kawen, tp tak la sampai nampak di muke, sengeh2 la jugak.. haiyyoo.. tak nampak real..

Bile dier dh pregnant tu, gile baru tau pregnant, tak buat UPT pun lagi, terus rase benda bergerak dlm perut.. agak2 la weyh, but disebabkan konsep anak diorang ni adalah anak campuran antara vampire ng human, jadi takper la, baru 2 minggu balik umah, perut dh besar cam 9 bulan.. aku pun nak humangaih... sekejap je dh buley branak dh, tak yah tunggu lame2, banyak peel nye..

Part dier branak tu pulak, ak tak tau either the one i (my hubby) donloaded ni adalah part potong, or full, jadi tak ley komen, nampak cam okay je,

Lepas tu tibe2, eh dh habis.. jadi ceritanye sangat la pendek je, storyline dier mcm pendek nyeee... buley je nk sambung part 2 tu sekali, tak yah berangan nk pecah2 jadi 2 movies mcm harry potter, itu selayaknye sebab mmg plot HP sangat details n tak la nampak mcm, eh eh, dh habis..

Kesimpulannye, I don't like this movie..

ahahaha Bias betul review saye kan..

SuPPLeMeNTS

Few things need to be done differently in this pregnancy

Folic Acid
Ak beli folic acid in Malaysia ari tu, just to be sure of kehalalan pil tu, the last time, i redah je beli pregnacare from tesco, yg ada both folic acid n other vitamins, with fish oil yg ada omega 3, its the fish oil yg ada capsule tu dibuat dari gelatine, i didn't realized the last time. n this time, i take exclusively folic acid 400mcg, instead of campur2 vitamin lain, coz i'm not working, so i'm eating like a gajah juge la skarang.. n i take them obediently, dulu serious celup2. ape celup, tapi skarang tak mo dh, dulu ye la bz kerja, kadang2 tak teringat,. this pack that i bought ada 90 tablets, so mmg bagus utk 3 bulan terus, i've never even finished one papan pon.. but as the baby is still developing the spine, i hope they'll still benefit

Aspirin
Ini adalah diprescribe oleh doctor, sighh..due to positive ANA found in my blood in the late miscarriage screening ari tu.. ada research yg kate, due to its autoimmune properties, positive ANA can lead to miscarriage, so taking aspirin low dose, 75mg, is one way to prevent that from happening.. being a mother with medical background, giler tak takot nk amek aspirin??? SE banyak giler.. kang over bleeding pulak camane, dh la ari tu balik from malaysia in the plane, ada nosebleed lagi, the same incident with Ilman masa balik from raya itu hari.. so dengan authority yg ada pada tangan den selaku qualified doctor, saye hanya akan makan aspirin ini selang sehari.. kuikuikui..

Fish Oil - Omega 3
This thing is good for baby's brain development.  but my supplies dh habis la pulak time balik mesia itu hari, n tak topup ler pulak.. most probably akan mintak tolong mak belikan when they come here for raya la.. or, i'll find yg vegetarian punye so that the capsule doesn't contain gelatine.. i still don't know whether to take this first after i've finished the folic acid, coz at that time, the brain is still developing kan.. or to wait after i've finished taking iron supplement, coz in my previous pregnancy, i had low haemoglobin, but that affects me, more than my baby. most probably fish oil first la..

Iron
When I was pregnant with Ilman before, my Hb was at the lower end of normal, for normal people, but still, considered low for pregnant mothers, this is what SOME people don't understand.. (still terkesan with a conversation with a friend).. unless my haemoglobin level becomes lower earlier, i guess i won't be taking iron until after i've finished my fish oil lah.. i'm afraid of the side effect juge, constipation if taken at the end of pregnancy, coz time tu la mmg org nk terkena hemorrhoids nye pun, but just like my previous pregnancy, my biggest problem is not constipation, but diarhhoea..

Other Vitamins
I don't know whether to start on other vitamins or not, coz now that i'm at home, cooking, n varying my meals everyday, i'm kind of confident of the nutrition i got from my food.. so mungkin kalo ada gap towards the end of pregnancy di mana sume ubat pun dh habis telan, i'll start on other vitamins.. sebab important juge utk vitamins ni masuk dlm susu badan nnt, i plan to breastfeed exclusively, so susu badanku harusla setanding susu yg dh diproses masuk vitamin2 tu sume.. betul tak?? huhu

haih, penat tulis panjang2, pastu mood tulis omputih plak.. layan jo la ye..

BiG FaT P

let us hope everything turns out well this time

i promise to take care of you with all my life

and let there be only 3 of us till time tells

you, me and him

MaLaYSia No MoRe TiLL eND oF THiS YeaR

kitorang pulang ke tanah air selama 2 minggu early February

1st
Flight petang kul 4, from Cork to London Heathrow. then flight MAS kul 10mlm LHR-KUL

2nd
touch down pukul 620 pm, dlm keadaan cuaca yg tidak enak, sepanjang flight, tido adalah seperti ayam. Abang Nazril picked us up from KLIA n terus ke homestay mama n papa di blakang Concorde Shah Alam

3rd
bangun lambat, jet lagged ler ape lagi.. Ali patutnye anta ke ktm utk ke pejabat mara.. tapi last2 Fariz yg anta, n dapat la menyelesaikan segala urusan di Mara. dapat gelang biji2 (ala2 kristal) kat Sogo.. rite before Jumaat, mak abah sampai ke Concorde, lepas Jumaat Fariz nikah di Klang.

4th
Kenduri Fariz + Kak Nani di Klang..mendapat tugas membawak bunga pahar.. berat gile.. dh la sebelum tu dok mengelek si Ziyad, tangan dh terketar2.. haha.. tapi nak masuk gambar punye pasal, rela lah, berat2 ponn. mlm pulak, nikah Apiq di Kelana Jaya.. Apiq adalah pangkat anak sedara kepada hubby, tp umur mereka sama.

5th
Kenduri Apiq di Kelana Jaya. Kitorang balik Penang hari ni. home sweet home

6th
hubby and I g tesco utk beli barang2 ayam golek adik.. 1st time g mcm kool.. pastu petang ajak adik lak g, maen basketball dlm arcade, buley?? haha.. malaysia byk import maenan jepun rupenye..

7th
ke tesco lagi, this time with mak yg tak pernah g tesco, utk beli barang2 nk bawak dtg sini.. n also appoinment gigi hubby, gigi dier dh rosak teruks la, sampai doc dh tak buley nk tampal, dier kate sile la buat root canal dgn harga 800RM.. kuiiii.. mahaii nyoo

8th
kitorang g wat kad nikah kat penang.. naek fery.. pastu petang g jusco pulak, all 3 of us makan steamboat

9th
balik ke kelantan dgn Firefly.. buley?? dah naek dh pon.. jadi begitu lah dier, flight yg kecik, weather was good, tak ramai orang, i might consider naek lagi.. haha.. sebab jimat masa

10th
berusaha gigih utk mensetelkan ape2 yg tak setel lagi sebelum kenduri keesokan hari

11th
kenduri menyambut menantu Fariz + Kak Nani.  Best sebab dpt jumpe sume makcik2 hubby, tak yah g meround rumah depa dah.. huhu, tensen ng persoalan2 pasal anak.. adoiii..

12th
Sume orang pun dh nak balik.. huuu.. Rindu i ofkoz lebih sket kat Ziyad.. haha.. sebab Ziyad baek sket.. pastu dier ringan, nk angkat2 senang.. hubby n i g jalan2 maen boling kat billion sambil2 cari barang2 nk bawak balik ireland

13th
flight balik KBR-KUL kul 440pm.  KUL-LHR 1155 mlm.. sempat jumpe tasha..

14th
touch down at LHR kul 5 pagi,kitorang satu flight dgn azizulhasni awang, josiah ng, n fatehah.. teringin makciks nk tangkat gambar uolss.. tapi segan pulak.. so sengeh je laa.. haha..

**menyesal